Battle of The Dirty Games

I’m all tired but I cannot stop. I was emotionally drained around these days but I had to move on somehow. Tired of being Miss Nice while I had been stabbed behind my back, not so nice encounter actually. Then again, tired of being listening someone else’s problem but when I asked them to listen of mine, they’re all running away. Not mentioning being tired of keeping a secret. While I’m writing this, I don’t know what to think and what to do. I feel that my soul was wandering around. I cannot laugh but I have to smile. Sometimes, how I wish some people look into my eyes and say, what’s wrong? Maybe my life is obviously very interesting than themselves. I won’t lie about it. I’m pretty dangerous sometimes. These days, I will strike back if it’s really attacking my personal matter. So, if they wanted the real battle, I will throw them to the hell. No offence because I was really tired of people had brought me into very dirty ways to put me down. I have no mercy to anyone no matter who they are. If they’re started it with dirty lies, I’m going to uncover them with the dirty truth. Play it very dirty and in the end, the strongest may live and the weakest may die.

Speechless Encounter

Like I said before I never really plan this life. I like to surprise myself even more. I was moved when I saw many people had just applauded into my speech. It’s been a long time I did not do this. For me, when my school days are over, all my glamorous speech era had gone too. I was wrong for all these years. I like to take a low profile life. Enjoy a moment of happiness and hangout with my friends. Yes, that’s my style alright. See the world goes by. I like the way I live around with the people that had to fight for their rights and get the justice done. Whether it is by law or lawless style, it’s all matters that it will get done. Surprisingly, I had met more people that I could ever imagine. Perhaps, this is my reality. I doubt about my destiny and the more it happen, my eyes could see that part of me still shining like beautiful sun. Once, I called some people allies but I managed to learn between morality and friendship. I had to choose one of them. In the end, I had to choose morality. I couldn’t make any decision until time has come to me to make right choices. When I did, I’m just surprised that all I had gone before has comes back to me and I’m just never thought that my speech is powerful than ever. I swear to myself I will never do it again. But it seems like there’s also need to fix, so, why not. I dedicate my life to save more people. it’s all about my “ancient duty” to my people and to the one that needs justice.

Long Distance FRIENDS

Really, sometimes, I feel like this way too...

Momoko Ryukasagi had told Ichigo Shirayuri (in the movie called Kamikaze Girls) that she does not need a friend because she thought that all that matters to her is her Lolita dress and her Rococo’s world. Not until she met Mr. Isobe, the famous Lolita Dress Designer and the president of the company called Baby, The Star Shine Bright, when he had advised her to see her friend, Ichigo because Ichigo was in trouble. Upon the advised, Momoko had come to save Ichigo from torturing by the gangs. My situation with Momoko may not very far except it seems like my friend had come to save me from trouble. I was in trouble but I just hope that I don’t want to make any trouble to anyone else by asking some help. Actually, the real situation is I was accidentally asked them for a favour just because I don’t them to get the same painful experience that I had. When they know my situation, they’d started to given me lot of advices and supports. Honestly, I’m touched even if they’re just my long distance friend. I just can’t believe it. Besides, I didn’t put much hope on them anyway. However, I was definitely wrong. There’s nothing I could describe my feeling to them. THANK YOU, my dear FRIENDS.

Fighting For Freedom ~Dreamy Mix~

These days were gone. It’s time to work with the dreams that I had in mind. Maybe, I can’t achieve peace with some people but I know someday, what goes round will comes around. I’m always believed that, you know. I had vowed to start again from my last year defeat and what I had found is now I’m on in the game called “Battle Royale” round. Something that I never thought that I will be involved somehow. Tell you what, I had no regret except one thing, I get screwed when my dreams had been mismatch with the reality. Along the way, I was lifting up again with the numbers of the people I would never thought that I will meet them in my life. If the dream can get along with the reality that means, the past had lifted me up with my present right now. This present was my past’s future. I’m so lucky to meet the various people from all walks of life; from politicians to ex-collegian.  Can’t believe it, discrimination happens to all walks of life too. We may comes from different path but we’re here to stand to fight for freedom.

CGC Special Edition: Adventure Times 2013

It’s very fun to share the new things with the readers especially when you had the new materials. I’m always imagined the new post entries that I had posted are like releasing the new singles and at the end of the month, it’s like releasing the new album. How cool is that isn’t it? These days, I had lacked of the materials. Then again, I was busy with my work and with my new Facebook Cosmic Girl page over there. I’m trying to give the best input ever since my audience is fans of pictures but not reading. But one sure, I had set the new adventure with the new set of cyber friends. Well, it’s not that bad to work side by side with them especially when they’re men. In my group, all men and I’m a woman. Like I said before, I’m the girl in the boys’ club. While the boys are having fun with their beer, I’m having fun with my French Manicure. One thing sure, we share the same ambition. We set our dreams to fight for freedom. For me, it’s nothing strange to be side by side with them. All I ever wanted is to stop the discrimination and this journey had just begun….

Fashion Faces & Amazing Arts

In the real world, I’m very simple type when it comes to fashion. I did mention it earlier in the other posts few years ago. Yup, T-Shirt and jeans will do with a little bright color added to my wardrobe. I’ve always loved the aspect of fashion that sparks the imagination because it provides transport for the self much the same way travel does, introducing the most luxurious and beautiful art. I’m so obsessed about beautiful things. I was into a feminine and glamorous fashion. I like accessories but I prefer not to wear many of it. I just wanted to look fantastic. That was my kind of style. I’ve met interesting people in fashion and art industry through the internet. Oh, it is more than enough when you’re participates to contribute the ideas to the new designer and the credited you as inspires for their creation. Yup, technology had made it possible. You can ask them anything and do will do it for you. Maybe, you can suggest something to put according to your taste. That’s fashion and art. What can I say it’s pretty cool. I’m looking forward to get involved for more.

Awesome Geek With Awesome Life

Awesome Geek!

There are bully woman and bully men in the social network. It’s no joking matter as our society started treating their social addiction with the Facebook before it comes into chronicles disease. Frankly,I can do it better instead of learning how to cry and demure in board meetings for being the best leader in the world. I remember it having something to do with vision, diplomacy, and setting positive example for others to follow. I had set my own adventure this year – to meet various people from all walks of life without thinking that I could expose myself to danger threat. I don’t consider myself attractive but I prefer my intelligence speaks than my appearance. However, for those people who thought that I had an awesome job and life, I had to admit that I was underpaid with my current job and my dad had suggested me to change the job but I had refused to do so. I just don’t want to miss out the information and I think changing jobs would be suck. I was cursed for my awesomeness. I had told Maclyn all about it. Well, it’s not wrong for all people to admire me anyway. Now, I don’t where I’m heading to in the future but I’m sure my adventure would be very awesome too.